Last Night

I want to say this for the last time.
I want tonight to be the last time.
When everything inside just feels so heavy.
When there is nothing in here but waiting.
There is nothing in here.

I'm just tired of you my dear Hope.
It's been so long. This pain is starting to feel beautiful.
Oh hope, why do you keep hurting me so?
Please. Set me free.

Ive always thought that someday things will change.
That somehow things will change for those who wait.
But I know...
Someday no longer waits.

....

"In one more night, the princess would have been his. But she also could possibly not have kept her promise. And it would have been terrible. He would have died. This way, however, at least for 99 days, he was living under the illusion that she was there, waiting for him."
-Salvatore from Cinema Paradiso