Oh boy, classes and enrolment are just around the corner. Considering that I'll be walking into a new phase in my life and not just a new semester, I really think I need more than 5 measly days of a summer vacation. But i really don't have a choice in the matter but at least I went to Tarlac for a couple of days and that would have to do. Of course the reason for the latter was somewhat obligatory but I had a lot of fun. The place we stayed in had a pool and though it was kinda small I enjoyed the chance to dip myself into water. Would have wanted to do some night swimming too but was already too dang tired. The next day though was far more enjoyable coz all 'business' matters were done the night before and we (the few who remained) were free to tour around the city, care of our generous host kooky:) We went around visiting every mall (or the closest thing they have to a mall) in the place and played in the arcades like a couple of kids, haha. Hands down to Ken when it comes to versus games, but someday...i'll beat him to a pulp. Then in the afternoon, when we had our fill of food and video games, we played billiards and continued the crazy '20 question' game from the night before. Though it probably went beyond twenty coz we did the whole bonding session bit from that time, till we were enjoying halo-halo and pancit malabon(the best ones i've ever tasted too) and even until we were in the bus heading back home. Though the game for me is largely uncomfortable, it never fails to amuse me in the sense that I get to a chance to see as to what it is that maybe makes people tick and I get some negative/posotive feedback about myself as well...though change for is something that would prove slow if not improbable, hehe. I'm pretty sure that we were all bushed when we got back home. I even skipped dinner and just hit the hay coz I was reeally sleepy...pero naligo muna ako, hehe.

Now that I've somewhat come to some kind of conclusion to some of the angst and stress of the past, my real problem is to not think too much of the future and how far the road I have to travel will be. I just gotta stay in the present moment and take every thing a step at a time. I guess i'll get there when I get there.

I've still got a lot of plans, now more than ever. I just hope this time around...they don't just stay as 'plans'.

I'm turning twenty two in a couple of days...and still no ferrari...haha. maybe next year:) Hmmm, i think it's time i sticked to my resolutions.


" a man who hates himself still has respect for himself for hating himself"-some philosopher