The first day of summer class was just a breeze, enlisting my subjects didn't even raise a sweat. Not that it's what I should reeeeeally worry about... and I do have a lot of other things to worry about... but I'm not going to talk about that. I just want to keep myself busy for a while so I don't have to think too much. Hmmm, but it's a good thing really coz my passion for painting has been revived. Just over my brief 11 day summer vacation, I got to finish a painting...a bit rusty but not too bad I guess. and I'm working on another one. Hopefully I'll finally live up to my resolution to accomplish 1 drawing/painting per week...and maybe if I'm lucky...I might even get to earn from all this someday. But till that day comes (if it comes) i'll have to do other things as well. I may also get the chance to finally start on my architectural apprenticeship. The job is to redesign and renovate two existing buildings into boarding houses or dormitories. Well, actually one of them is already a pre existing boarding house so there's no problem there. The other one though needs a lot of work... kinda like a cross between a haunted house and an abandoned office building where druggies could hang out. I'm a bit hesitant to take the job though... on account of my grades. Eventhough most of the subjects I'm having a hard time in aren't necessarily directly applicable in our course or at least to this current project... I can't help but feel...inadequate for the job because of it. Probably it's rightly so for me to feel that way, probably not... but in the end, I've resolved that it's through application that i would fully appreciate this course... and course appreciation is something that's been running low for me these days. Uh-oh... i wasn't suppose to talk about this, darn. Oh well, I guess it's getting late and I have to go home and get some rest...especially since I have long days ahead of me.