For the past few nights

...the evening sky has been beautiful, and it's a shame coz I don't have the time to just sit down and take it all in. But then again, if I did, it just might remind me of just how solitary I've decided my life to be. So I guess it's just fine as it is.

So far so good. Resolutions are holding up but I don't know for how long, hopefully I don't run out of momentum. I keep telling myself I have to get my life back. No more second guessing. No more arguments. No more endless rhetoric. No more explaining what people won't understand anyway. No one to answer to but God.

There are days when it's so easy. There are days when it isn't. Either way, being busy helps. Having little goals throughout the day keeps you focused. And I need to stay focused. I need to remember... why I'm doing all this. I need to remember what I'm trying to get back.

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"If a man does not keep pace with his companions, perhaps it is because he hears a different drummer. Let him step to the music which he hears, however measured or far away." -Henry David Thoreau: